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04 April 2003 @ 06:09 pm
drained of life  
...it's been such a hectic/bad couple days...

This was my Wednesday: Slept through a midterm. Shower curtain rod fell on me. Open book pop-quiz the day I forgot my book. Finding a lump on my cat the size of her paw and learning it's a tumor and that there's only a slight chance it can be completely removed. Just a really bad day. I started crying at the vets, fortunately she had left the room to get an estimate for surgery. I hate crying in front of people.

And, I know this all is of no importance to anyone besides me, but I wish some of my friends were a little more supportive and comforting. Not that they really can do anything. But telling me to get a new cat is just not at the top of the sensitivity-o-meter. There are just moments when you are talking people, a lot of the time even people that normally you like, and you want to scream: "Screw you! It's important to me!"

My cat had her surgery today. They vet called and said it went well, but they want to keep her over night. I never realized how lonely it gets when my kitty isn't around. Hope she's okay... she looked so sad when I gave her to the vet. Gave me this, 'don't leave me, you're supposed to protect me' betrayed look.

Ugh, heaven forbid I ever have children... taking care of my cat is enough stress and worry for me. I have a big paper due monday that I haven't even started researching... guess I'll go work on that for now...
~*split personality*~anomay on April 5th, 2003 05:23 pm (UTC)
Awww, I'm really sorry about your cat. ;__; I hope he'll be alright. No, pets aren't replacable. If you break up with your boyfriend, can you just immediately get another guy and move on? No, right? Same thing.

Good luck with your paper. If you need any help at all just let me know. *nod nod*

*hugs you tightly* I wish there's something that I can do ...
Genesis Greygenesisgrey on April 8th, 2003 02:38 am (UTC)
Thanks, I appreciate the support :) Yeah... neither boyfriends nor cats are easily replacable... (though at times I wish I /could/ replace some people's boyfriends...)

Ugh, wish I'd worked on that paper ahead of time... turns out I don't have a library card :P

Thanks for the offer of help though! :)